| since i hadn't have electricity since 7 last night.. i did some thinking...so here i go.
I duno why i've been dating people im not sure i liked as much as i thought.. but i do know that i've been missing dms since i left it. I think i've been using them to cover up for bmms and to not think about dms that much... its like i've been manipulating them for my own feelings... all i know is that i'm sick and tired of bmms already and i want to go bak to dms. im sorry Jenny, I din know that i was going to destroy our friendship by doing that... i just didn't want to focus on going to bmms and not dms...
anyways i've decided to take a break from dating until i can sort out all these feelings of mine.. which means no more dating for a year... anyways i'm out.. peace
lyrics to the song.. it reflects how i feel
am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints, but I can help the fact, that everybody can see these scars
What I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you want what I've got
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I am a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
'Cause you don't understand, I do what I can, but sometimes I don't make sense
I say what you never wanna say, but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, for once just to hear me out
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you want what I've got
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I can't feel
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
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